When Eliot returns to Canada for her brother's wedding after three years away, she's carefully constructed a life in Manhattan designed to keep her OCD and old vulnerabilities at bay—but her carefully maintained walls begin to crumble the moment she sees Manuel, her childhood best friend and the person she's spent years trying not to love. As the wedding weekend unfolds, Eliot finds herself caught between protecting the hard-won stability she's fought for and the possibility of connection with the one person who's ever truly understood her. Noyes crafts a tender, honest exploration of what it means to let people in when you're terrified of falling apart, and how sometimes the strongest thing we can do is lower our defenses. Perfect for readers who love character-driven stories about messy families, complex mental health journeys, and the kind of love that feels like coming home.

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